9.6.17

​I have been so unmotivated lately. I have all these ideas and good intentions, but finding the energy to start anything... It's just not there. I'm in a serious funky slump here people! I think I've paralyzed myself with the dreaded question of "what next". I'm focusing so much (internally) on that, and not allowing myself to enjoy the now. And with the now maybe will come some answers to the future.

I can't seem to motivate to submit any of my work in artist calls. I have shitton of reading for class to do, and nope...zero motivation to do that. And I LOVE reading!

What is wrong with me? Have I maxed out on this going to school? Have I reached a plateau? It's not like I'm quitting as I'm still working on classes and some homework. Which reminds me, I think I had a reading assignment due for class tonight. Dammit! Ugh.

Now I must go and do that. Environment definitely impacting my current state of mind. More on that in next post.